Your art and descriptions always resonate with me, but i guess thats nothing new coming from me lol. i liked seeing the sketch of this and what you transformed it to! there's always a lot of genuine vulnerable feelings behind your art. i think being that open and vulnerable online is very brave. The funky background is great too.
Replying to the description, there are a lot of times where I've given up and even more times where i've cried. despite all the days i've spent just rotting away and feeling bad for myself, i'm still hopeful and passionate.
Even if I have given up that doesn't mean i can't just pick back up on it much later down the road... improving isn't linear, it's frustrating, but thats ok.